I had a dream that seemed to last forever earlier this morning. The nap felt like hours but was only 30 mins. I woke up twice in the middle of it. I opened my eyes, but stayed in dream-mode, seeing hallucinations and freaking out, and then falling back asleep. It's like my mind had to make me stay in REM/dream-mode no matter what. God what a trippy experiment. I thought it would be simple like stevie p's blog, not quite.
Still it's great, I haven't had a full night's sleep for over 5 nights now, and I'm feeling very good right now…at about 90% mentally and physically both…absolutely ridiculous! The night will have to be filled with different activites, ones that require almost no focus.
I've lost track of what day it is, having to ask again and again or check the calendar. It's weird to see other people sleep for the ENTIRE night now. For the last 3-4 naps, I fall asleep much more easily and quickly now, thank god. The worst is behind me I think.
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I think I might have taken an extra nap. Then again, my entire night was a blur of me running circles in my house jumping on the furniture and yelling, rapping at the top of my lungs in the theater, slamming into walls by accident, trying to go on a walk outside, but walking directly [...]
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Tonight is so much better than last night…the absolute hell period. I'm starting to go deeper on my naps, but still not hitting REM very often. I've got sleepy eyes. Go away sleepy eyes.
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Hey. i hit the hard part. this totally sucks. i feel like a zombie. I keep waking up worse than before, and all i can think about is sleep. all the grapes in the world coun't fix this. my eyes hurt so much. They just don't want to [...]
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Another nap… did nothing except possibly making things worse. I am so exhauste.d
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I feel like I'm going through the hell period again. It's taking all of my will power to stay awake. Why????
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I just woke up from a nap. It was the first time that I woke up on my own!! I think that I am making great headway. Generally, day 3 and 4 are supposed to be the worst. So far, my day 3 was pretty great. I had an awesome [...]
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Here comes the dreded night again, but I feel really good going in. I'm feeling at about 90% my normal peak right now. By this time tomorrow I should be calling it the peacful, fun or starry night. Woke up naturally from last two naps, the first of which had intense, vivid [...]
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